Tuesday, May 31, 2005

i used to work here...

i used to work here...



it finally hit the fan. thankfully, it didn't make as much of a mess as i thought it would.

after a year of doing pseudo-volunteer work at springs... work which, i must admit, was oftentimes fun and enjoyable, but nevertheless left me strangled and stressed... i've finally been let go.

it's no secret that i wasn't happy there. so naturally, in the latter weeks of my work, i was totally drained and was just waiting for things to reach a messy apex... either through my own volition or through that of springs'. springs moved first... so yeah.

melancholy is my state for the moment. i'm both relieved yet anxious. although, i guess, this has been what i was longing for, i was hoping for things to have gone better. then again, it didn't turn out as bad as i thought.

sigh...

what's next? i really don't know. hopefully He'll work things out unto good.